My Dreamy Sanctuary

Happy Birthday to the awesome otaruxsushi ! Wish you all the best dear!



Tadaaa~ It's nothing compared to your graphics but i hope you like it. I dunno why i put matt instead of mello. O.O" Oh well. Hope you had a great day and lots of presents!

Hugs&Kisses,
aIshi

I wish a super HAPPY BIRTHDAY to lovely kind innocent_lexys!!
You did one for me like this before and i was really touched! now its your turn! *kiss*
May all your wishes come true and Hope you have a wonderful day on or special day!
Love ya sis!




Love,
aIshi♥

P.S.
my graphics is nothing compare to you.. haha
but i still hope you'll like it :3






 

 

 after a boring day yesterday, i finally feel a little alive and made some icons of Bella and Edward of Twilight. omg! how i just love them! they look good together! Edward look so.. very... *drools*
okay lets get on in it.. xDD

 

( Twilight icons )
bases found: in photobucket
textures used: innocent_lexys , lifeisdolce and random sources.
my icon used is from: lifeisdolce 

frustrated......... confused.......  stressed... yet so loved..
then what am i still hoping for? when i had what i want in front of me?
isn't it enough? isn't he enough? random thoughts overrides my mind -- well always.

does anyone ever experience being frustrated to something you dont know what it is?
complicated huh? yeah i know. coz thats what im feeling right now. i can't seem to understand what should i feel actually.
call me crazy or out of my mind... that fits what i am now. Maybe this is the first time i encountered something like this for the past few years. Or maybe im not yet ready to face a whole new beginning --- i don't know. if he will come and face me,
i think i'll faint in front of him or run as far as i can... Why is it so damn difficult for me to express my emotions?? nah, i get angry a lot --- and i often expressed it uncontrollable; like a time bomb to be exact. 1, 2, 3, *explodes*

sometimes i think, i may be the one with the problem. he loves me... i love him too but -- yes but, someone seems to be
whispering to me that something is not right. What is not right? My parents? -- yeah its one of the option. My past? naah...
its been almost 10years from now. My heart? errr... maybe. what if im not yet ready? will he wait for me? what if he waits too much and decides to give up just when im ready? is it my fate? our fate? or just a challenge for me if i will open my heart again? I feel so pathetic for myself. what a pity! its the first time for me to feel like this. yet, it makes me feel alive...

( i left, you wait.. i came, you're already gone... )
Load of various banners/signitures inside!!! Feel free to grab. comment if you want to edit it. ^^

i made a few nana banner.... and i'll add more soon xD feebacks and comments are very much appreciated =)

Some of the Textures used are from   

innocent_lexys thanks hun!<3 and some are from random sources (LJcommunity&deviant)
and i disclaim all the brushes&textures used. :D

 

nyaaaaaa-- exams over! *runs wild* but still im feeling a little depressed.. oh my @_@;; and still theres so many semi-exams for the next week. OOOhhhhhh... i hope my body can hold on a bit longer.. @__@ mou sukoshi!!! >_< 

but thanks to that! i few lyrics came into my mind OwO;;

i feel totally hyped today! xDDDD but still a little busy. so here is some icons (by request) 

 

*ehem* nyaaa finally manage to... finished the profile. it looks crappy but.. its okay for me.. @_@ and thank you very much to some people >>  to bl4ck and niqqie (they are the sweetest!! *glomps*